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02-23-2001, 04:50 PM
<font color=pink>Ever have one of those dreams when you wake up mid-day or in the morning and you are still scared to death??? Well that happened to me recently and I’m soooo curious to know what this dream meant. I’m not posting for you to try to tell me because I know that would be stupid but I’m posting it just to have some document of it so I don’t forget it. It starts like this……
Gary (my boyfriend) and I are coming back from shopping or going out and we’re in the elevator in our condo, its us and I know its us, but we look different. I have blond hair and he looks different as well. I can sense there is strange, something wrong. We get into the condo and I lay on the couch and he sits on the floor in front of me. We’re just talking and all of a sudden, these pills (that looked these pills I take on a regular basis) start zooming across the room like a wad of flies, flying everywhere, millions of them. They start to fly up Gary’s nose and in his mouth. By this point I’m covering my face and I run out of the condo in the hall. Then I go back in looking for Gary and I’m running down the hall inside the condo now, opening doors…. Millions and millions of doors… opening each one looking for him and I don’t see him anywhere. I then go back in the elevator to the lobby (looked like a hotel lobby) and all of a sudden…. I see him and I, me as the blond and now Gary is black, but it’s the same couple, us. As I see them (us in actuality) walk pass me I look at something shiny and I see my reflection and its me, really me this time. They get into an elevator and all I want to do is get Gary alone and talk to him and tell him what happened to see if he knows who I am. I try to get in the elevator and we are all in it at this point, but then a cleaning lady with her big cart wants to get in the elevator with us and Gary gets out so she can get it and say he’ll take the next one. In my mind, I’m going nuts because I want to talk to him. Anyway, we go up to the floor of the condo but the girl (which is/was me) tells me how she’s cheating on Gary…. I say nothing. She gets out and goes into the condo and I see Gary by another set of elevator on that floor. I look at him and his eyes are glowing. I walk towards him and I put my hands on his waist and try to hug him. His face looks inviting at first but then changes quickly. I can’t remember if things were said, its quite possible, but all of a sudden we are on our knees on the floor and at this point I’m scared. He takes his hand across my chest in a quick diagonal motion, and I swear the pain was SOOOOOOOOOO horrible and I felt it, it was so real. He does it again but this time on my back and again, the pain is unbearable. Then he takes his two hands and puts them on my chest and with this motion I knew in my mind that he was ripping out my soul.
I woke up then I fell back asleep and the theme of the dream continued but I can’t really remember it. I woke up sooo afraid I couldn’t even leave my bedroom and this was at 10am in the morning.
Anyway, just thought I would share. Weird huh?
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Gary (my boyfriend) and I are coming back from shopping or going out and we’re in the elevator in our condo, its us and I know its us, but we look different. I have blond hair and he looks different as well. I can sense there is strange, something wrong. We get into the condo and I lay on the couch and he sits on the floor in front of me. We’re just talking and all of a sudden, these pills (that looked these pills I take on a regular basis) start zooming across the room like a wad of flies, flying everywhere, millions of them. They start to fly up Gary’s nose and in his mouth. By this point I’m covering my face and I run out of the condo in the hall. Then I go back in looking for Gary and I’m running down the hall inside the condo now, opening doors…. Millions and millions of doors… opening each one looking for him and I don’t see him anywhere. I then go back in the elevator to the lobby (looked like a hotel lobby) and all of a sudden…. I see him and I, me as the blond and now Gary is black, but it’s the same couple, us. As I see them (us in actuality) walk pass me I look at something shiny and I see my reflection and its me, really me this time. They get into an elevator and all I want to do is get Gary alone and talk to him and tell him what happened to see if he knows who I am. I try to get in the elevator and we are all in it at this point, but then a cleaning lady with her big cart wants to get in the elevator with us and Gary gets out so she can get it and say he’ll take the next one. In my mind, I’m going nuts because I want to talk to him. Anyway, we go up to the floor of the condo but the girl (which is/was me) tells me how she’s cheating on Gary…. I say nothing. She gets out and goes into the condo and I see Gary by another set of elevator on that floor. I look at him and his eyes are glowing. I walk towards him and I put my hands on his waist and try to hug him. His face looks inviting at first but then changes quickly. I can’t remember if things were said, its quite possible, but all of a sudden we are on our knees on the floor and at this point I’m scared. He takes his hand across my chest in a quick diagonal motion, and I swear the pain was SOOOOOOOOOO horrible and I felt it, it was so real. He does it again but this time on my back and again, the pain is unbearable. Then he takes his two hands and puts them on my chest and with this motion I knew in my mind that he was ripping out my soul.
I woke up then I fell back asleep and the theme of the dream continued but I can’t really remember it. I woke up sooo afraid I couldn’t even leave my bedroom and this was at 10am in the morning.
Anyway, just thought I would share. Weird huh?
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