a new song and a new poem

[SexKitten]

NO ONE CARES(song)


I try to realize all the pain
Where it lies
Why I lie
Tell the truth
Im confused
There's no use
I give up
I keep trying
Too depressed
To try lying
It wont work
They see through me
I know better
They just use me
So I live every day
After day
After day
Getting by
Trying


Trying to live,
No one understands me
Trying to give
No one supports me
Trying to fly
No one loves me
Trying to bleed
But no one cares
So I bleed
In my shell
I try hard
Not to yell
They cant hear me
Im too loud!
They cant touch me
Im too proud
They see through me
I can hide
They calm me down
I cant try
So I give up on lying
No use in trying


Trying to live,
No one understands me
Trying to give
No one supports me
Trying to fly
No one loves me
Trying to bleed
But no one cares


So I try a little harder
I make an attempt
I feel like a martyr
Dying for nothing
Trying to breathe
Your words suffocate me
Your looks they degrade me
I feel like giving up
You tell me to die
I cant give enough
So I just gotta lie
I'm not making an effort I wont even try


Trying to live,
No one understands me
Trying to give
No one supports me
Trying to fly
No one loves me
Trying to bleed
But no one cares


THE RAPE OF A PIECE OF PAPER (poem)


i feel no consequences for the acts i commit
the acts of rage againsnt this piece of paper
i violate it with my pencil
i rape it with my pen
and then when i am done
i walk away feeling satisfied



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[SexKitten]

haha i think the song may have come off as being a teenage angst type deal..its not supposed to be. And a lot of the things i write dont have as much of a significance as it may seem. A lot of times i just write what rhymes..

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[disturbed]

you may think it just rhymes, but many times you can pour out your soul without realizing it.

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you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me i broke apart my insides, help me i've got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself

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[SexKitten]

<BLOCKQUOTE><HR>Originally posted by disturbed:
you may think it just rhymes, but many times you can pour out your soul without realizing it.

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its funny you say that because today i actually feel the feelings i wrote in that song....strange


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Bite my lip and close my eyes, take my away to paradise